losing you has been the absolute hardest thing I've ever had to try and live with. Not trying to make you feel sorry for me, just trying to put it in to words. I love you with a pure heart. Besitos sugar.
Oh papa I miss you more than words. I'm trying to handle myself better now but it's so hard. I just want this emptiness to go away. My friends and family can't let me cry to them all night anymore, and I won't find peace in the bottom of a bottle. I'm trying so hard for you papa, so hard. Love you polecat