In silence I rewinds .. All the What ifs, would haves, should haves. Were my priories wrong. This "now" would be any different if I was not what I was.? Would that difference worth anything now or a year from now or a decade from now? All i know is I lived the moments then. Now those moments made my heart and mind their home. Now those moments live in me. I know I won't b feeling any of this for much long. I am an absentminded forgetful soul. For good or bad, what I am.. I am.