Esta I always saw her as a stupid plain girl. Easily swayed by promises, like God. Singing her hymnals loudly and proudly beside mother in her youth. I never pictured her running away with an actor just leaving us a note, or coming back pregnant with my nephew Russel. Even though Esta was older then me I didn't really look up to ehr but when she left we started to fall apart I hope the same doesn't happen to my nephew.